I have this person that is always pick-pointing on me. She has been commenting on everything that i do. But that was alright, cos i know that as long as i do my best and makes no mistake, i have no guilt at all. So all those things that she do, i wouldn't blog about them because it's not that big deal that i need to blog them down. But what happened today i cannot let it off just like that.

To me, Netball is my everything. I can don't do any other sports but never Netball. To be able to train under Mr Goh, i tried my very best to do well. I might not be able to play as well as many others, but at lease i trained. I never want to miss any trainings cos it means alot to me. Now you know how much Netball mean to me.

Today, I told my Clinical Lecturer(CL) that i need to leave earlier tommorow because i have training to attend. She told me that i can't do that, last friday was exceptional. So she suggested that i call up my friend tonight to ask if anyone can change shift with me. But that was so last-minute that many may be not able to do that change, i voiced it out to her and she said that it is alright, just call and try, should be ok. Alright, i take that.

I called everyone up just now and asked who can change with me and none of them is available to do so, i called my CL up and tell her the situation. This is what she said;

"See nicole, this is what i told you, this is so last minute you cannot expect people to change with you anytime you want to. I am sorry but i can't release you tomorrow, you are still reporting at 1245, all the way until 2100, not leaving early. You have to understand this. "

I was SSSSOOOOOOO pissed that i was totally speechless. Tears kept rolling down and mum was very nice to hug me and wipe my tears for me. Mummy is the best please. My mummy!!

It is ok, GOD IS WITH ME GOD IS WITH ME GOD IS WITH ME. I will be repeating this over and over again until i can see her through God's eyes.

Labels: not me, She is surely one phycho. My mum said that

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger