omgomgomgomgomgomg. im missing missy au already. i really don't want you to go back!!!!!!!!!!



but i can't do anything about it either.








xtina

What am i gonna do in this 16 days that i am left with in Singapore? I wanna go to all the places that i have fond memories with. I wanna hang out with friends i never want to lose. You know? Just have a quick flashback on my 14 years in Singapore.

Honestly, as much as i dislike Singapore, there's no other place that i am be as relaxed and unburdened. In SG, you are not afraid to stare at an ah beng cos they are probably afraid too but in hk, they clap and people start leaving the chess table, the playground and pillars. You can wear FBT and shirt and walk around Singapore and nobody cares cos everyone does that but in hk, they will think what the hell are you doing in this sleeping attire outside? You can continue wearing the same style for years and you can still find people wearing the same thing as you do but in hk, the trend changes before you realise. You can walk slowly in singapore and only get a few TSK but in hk, it is either you sit down or you walk all the way at the side so that you wouldn't block other's way or you'll get a good number of voices complaining about you.

I seriously don't know what to expect in hk. Hope everything works out as it is planned. I am going to change into a whole new person. Or maybe i don't even have to change on my own cos the environment will change me. I just hope that i won't create trouble over there or get cheated. OMG!! Thinking about it makes me wanna pee in my pants.

Anyway, friends, i wanted to hold a chalet session for my farewell so that we can all hang out together but due to financial difficulties and speaking from previous experience on my birthday last year, it is very difficult to give everyone equal attention so, if you want to have the last meal with me before i go, feel free to ask me out but i wouldn't be able to have meals with you cos i have to save money and i really don't have a single penny so, if that makes you wanna give me a treat i will give you priorities but if not, then we shall just chat over msn. HAHA! So fucking cheapo. But too bad, i am cheapo. SO friends! I am waiting for you!

By the way, i am only free in the day cos i've got work in the night. =]

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger