I was suppose to be up at 630 this morning to go for breakfast with mama and go to jst together. It was suppose to be a surprise but i've already told her i am going to have breakfast with her but apparently she didn't wake me up and maybe missed the uniform hanging there. So when i wake up this morning it was already sun shining at my butt (Right, that is impossible). So i didn't go jst in the end cos i was suppose to yam cha with dad which i wish i didn't cos he was having mood swing to the max that caused the atmosphere damn awkward. (I suspect that my brother told him about the nursing thingy). But auntie Tinas said that he was like that out of a sudden. Whatever. Not my business anyway.

So, the event after that was pissingly fucked up. We went to collect the lights for their new house. Fuck it seriously. When we got to the house, Oh.my.fucking.god. It is reasonably big yet Claudia was whining all about how much she doesn't like the house cos it is small. What the fuck please. The house in newton is smaller than the one in Queensway!! She have a fucking bedroom and a study room all to herself. With air con in every room as she requested. CHAO CHEE BYE. Honestly i have the urge to give her one tight slap. Come on la ok, your parents is earning fucking money to provide you everything yet there you are not appreciating it. Take a look at my fucking storeroom-converted-to-bedroom and lets see what you have to say. I bet you can't even survive living in that storeroom for one night so you can keep your fucking mouth shut. I don't care how chee bye my dad is but whatever Claudia is enjoying now is suppose to be mine. I am the one who is suppose to have a fucking proper room on my own. Having a maid and a fucking 40 inch Tv NOT YOU!! But all thanks to your mother you have what you have now and she being called 区太 instead of my mum.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger