Alrighty, it's been long i know. But honestly, its been a chore trying to keep up blogging everyday, not like everyday is not the same, i mean, everything is on routine. Sigh, guess i;m getting bored again and i am going to start isolating myself again. Which is much like the case now cos i have been ONLY working, and the rest is in school. So, what else can i do?

Anyway, we (me and Emma, the next-shop-girl) met this lady name Terry during lunch two days back and she's cool. Seriously, we just merely join table cos it's lunch time and we started conversing!! About life, future, religion, interest, government and kids. I was mesmerized by the whole session, i mean, talking to a stranger about your point of view towards what the socialty now dare not speak about, we have totally no obligation between. She also unfold some inner thoughts / issues humans think about, but chunk it aside because the world has much important things to do. One point she talked about being "freak-out". About we, need to freak out and we cannot sub press our feelings and not care about it, because at the end of the day, it will force it's way out of you in a way you may not imagine. I think it's so true, we can't really freak out cos of the environment, people here don't practise that at all. Their normal procedure is to swallow it down and delete it from their visual mind, hoping it doesn't pop back often enough to make them stubble. Whereas in America, they freak out everywhere even in the office and people respect them for that. But trust me, try doing that in Singapore to get a "Bad tempered" in your report. And even if you don't freak out in the office, can anyone knowledge me with place we can go to freak out yet no one would think you are crazy and no one would judge you from then? I really want to go to this place, which i highly doubt Singapore endure places like this. Other than the hills and etc, you know. Maybe that is why Singaporeans are impatience, that might be a symptom for not being able to freak out, you know? You might get fine!! (HAHA).

So she suggest we retire in other country because Singapore is only motivating us to die earlier. HAHA. I don't know if i do agree to that but it's quite funny.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger