Okayy!! I was tired and still tired for the past few days so i wasn't really in the mood to blog at all. Whenever i need to think back of what happened for that day, i've decided not to blog at all.

Anyhow, just a few things to update

I quited Dragon Boat because my brother found out about this and he is somehow a member of "Anti Dragon Boat Club".

I will be having my phase test this friday. Not that difficult so it is alright

BIO TEST ON MONDAY!!!! I hate bio. 4 chapter somemore. you good!!

Honestly speaking i can't wait for March, cos that is when my Holiday will come. Actually all the practical is alright, but i can NEVER undertsand Bio AT ALL!! Any bio Pro out there, help me please?? hahhaha

Labels: bio is not cool

I did not attend school today. Let me explain why.

I had Dragon Boat yesterda and it was Physical Training. VERY Physical. There were 10 station of different kind of exercise you have to finnish.

1. Cat Scratch. In push up position, leg straight and wide open. Bend your arms and swing your body to the front and bend again to swing your body back to original position. 4 sets. Each set 30.
2. Passing of Medcine Ball using your stomach muscle to swing your body to the left side of your partner. 4 sets. Each set 30
3. Diomond push ups. 4 sets. Each set 30
4. Same as no.2. Just that this time round it is on the right side.
5. Normal push ups. 4 sets. Each set 30
6. Passing of Medcine ball. Lie down with the medcine ball above your head, and pass the ball to your partner while sitting up continuously. 4 sets. Each set 30
7. There is a load weight of 15/20kg with a string attach to a bar. You are to leave the load up with your arms straight. Turn to lift the load up and turn it down again. 2 sets. Up and down - 1 set.
8. Push ups with arms wide open. 4 sets. Each set 30.
   
9. Lie down with legs straight up. (crunches, cris-cross, front-back, i forgot). Each set 50.
   
10. Berpies. 70.
    

My arms was SO restless that it became so weak that i couldn't support myself while doing berpies. I almost fell on my face. And the same goes to my leg. It was wobbling while walking. I can't even walk faster or my normal speed. Walking slowly was actually my fastest speed. If you know what i mean. And my hand was so weak that it took me 1 minute to take my clothes off, let alone my sports bra. It was so tight that it was almost impossible to take it off. So please imagin ehow much strenght and endurance i used to take the sports bra out.

Anyhow, this is the reason why i did not attend school today. My whole body is aching. -_-

OK. THIS THIS WHAT HAPPENED THIS AFTERNOON IN CAFE 1. WE WERE WALKING PAST MY EYECANDY

ME: -TURNED AND SMILE TO HER, AND THEN TURNED BACK TO TALK TO MUNIRAH-
JANICE: OKAY WHAT, QUITE GOOD LOOKING (WHEN WE WERE JUST AT HER TABLE)
ME, FARZANA: -QUICK TURNED TO JANICE-
ME: OH MY GOD I SWEAR!!!! I SWEAR JANICE I SWEAR!!!!!!!

SO HOW AM I GOING TO FACE HER TMR DURING TRAINING? HMM. GOOD QUESTION.

OMG, i SO have to blog about this incident that occured just now.

I went to buy cigarette at Tierney's (sp?) and this is what happened;

Me: (To the auntie at the counter) er, sorry, do you sell cigarettes here?
Auntie: (opens drawer) Ic please.
Me: (took out ez-link and showed her)
Auntie: xue sheng bu ke yi mai. (student cannot buy)
Me: er...... but i am 20
Auntie: Wear school uniform cannot buy
Me: (looked at my shirt and FBT shorts and slippers) Auntie, this is not uniform
Auntie: Bu ke yi, Bu ke yi. (shaking her head quite vigorously)
Me: (turned to aly and gloria) COME ON, LET'S GO TO COLD STORAGE INSTEAD, COS THE AUNTIE SAYS THAT I AM WEARING UNIFORM!!

For the first time in my life, that i was rejected sellling cigarettes to. WHEN I AM OF AGE SOMEMORE!!

Anyhow, i was trying to study my notes but failed. I was VERY disturbed by the noise and all, so i decided to stop studying and sat in island. Oh yes, i would like to ask a question. Am i very scary? Apparently gloria says so, that she is scared of me. ????????? If i am scary means... And yes, i will never forget to blog about how i survived through the "aly's-torture-ment". First she told me something that i can't tell to anyone, i was SHOCKED by it. That's all. So why she refuses to let me back into island, i don't know why. She will press my against the glass wall, pull my shirt, pull my hand, hit my arms. The most classic one was that Gaya came and went back in to island WITHOUT attempting to help me. &^%$#$ And the same goes to gloria, she think she's watching "Just for laughs" i guess? she stood there laughing, and still standing there and laugh. 2516874013218 The worst is that aly kept hitting my growing breast!! DAMN PAINFUL PLEASE. If you don't understand, my breast will grow and it will be painful when my period is coming. Some kind of "sign".

So in conclusion, Aly real name is meanie. Alyssa is abuser

So my the whole family woke up at 7 today to have breakfast together. wah so cool huh. Anyhow, i stayed home the whole day today. that's all

Thank you for everyone who stood by me at this time.

LIMKARMUN!!
To you, i cannot find any words to describe my graditude towards you. In my best and Lowest time, you are ALWAYS here. I am sorry for throwing tantrum at you, but you were never really mad at me about that. So i really thank god for such a great friend like you who is so understanding towards me. Somehow, you are someone whom i am really comfortable telling everything to. Because you know me inside out, outside in, upside down, downside up. k k k k , WHY? must go so deep not? kkk. OKAYY!!

So what i want to say is. I LOVE YOU!!

MATTHEW IAN AU
I know that you really love me, and i love you too. Maybe it is the way our mother brought us up that we are not really that verbally expressive towards each other. But i am glad that our relationship improved so much, compared to the past when we don't even talked to each other. And that we don't even adknowledge each other when we bump into each other in town. On sundays, we will leave the house seperately and even if we met each other in the busstop, we will pretend as though we don't know each other, sit seperately in the bus too. When at the end of the day, we are going to the same place sitting at the same table. How lame can we get? So now that i think back, i really should thank god for improving our relationship. =)) Although you always deny it when mum says it but i know that you really are concerned about me. So i want to thank you for making so many sacrifises for me and the family.

This might be the most difficult time to go through, when so many things happened in such a short time. But i guess i know why did it all happened. I know that this is all GOD's plan. That he want me to turn to him and seek him for a way. He knows that i am really a little taken back when i came to know all the things i will be learning and go through in nursing and knowing my character, i might want to give up in between. So he wants me to take a break first, by giving me time to get ready for nursing. And now that i haven been paying my phone bill for so long, he wants me to take this few month's time to work and pay it off so that i wouldn't feel so burdened. And now that i am not able to take this calling for the moment, I think he wants me to think carefully and let me know how much i want this so that when i get back to school, i will really cherish the chance.

So now that i know his plan for me, that he is planning it so wisely and sensitively to my needs, what more reason should i give to reject him and kept giving myself excuses not to go church?

Labels: God is still the one at the end of the day

I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU PLEASE. AND SERIOUSLY, I WAS VERY TOUCHED WHEN FARZANA TOLD ME THAT DEWI MISSES ME. NOT LIKE I AM VERY CLOSE TO HER YOU KNOW? BUT EVEN THOUGH IT IS RANDOM. I AM TOUCHED. I REALLY MISS CLASS E. HOPEFULLY I AM ABLE TO JOIN YOU GUYS AGAIN. MY LIFE IN SIMEI STARTED WITH CLASS E, SO I WANT TO WALKED THROUGH THIS 2 YEARS WITH CLASS E TOO. I WANT TO GO FOR ATTACHMENT TOGETHER WITH ALL OF YOU TOO. HOPEFULLY.

Things to look forward to for tomorrow ;
DRAGON BOAT!!
Waking up later!!
Seeing my eyecandy!!

don't bother asking me who is it cos i will never tell you!! haha. so far only Steph, Farzana and Nisa know my eyecandy exist. hahaha.

Anyhow, School was alright today other than the telematch. Lame ge lau sai please. It is like, total bore. I'm sorry Bridge Leaders (BL) and the Student Counsels (SC) but i have to voice out the inner thoughts of mostly EVERYONE of us students. Don't you find it a little too boring for us students to sit there and cheer for the participants who was out there playing games when we, students, are only allow to sit there and cheer and not allow to play? And i have to say, AHS (Applied and health science) is one whole school of slobs. They don't participate in Cheers at all, which kinds pisses the BLs off. So knowing how loud i can get, i decided to cheer, hoping to bring up the atmosphere. DID NOT WORK AT ALL!! Mine was the only voice actually, whereas everybody just keep their lips tighty glued and stare at the BLs. How pathetic!! Rather annoyed. Anyhow, i was instructed to leave early to go collect my medical report so, i left at 3.

So when i was on my way out the Indoor stadium, i was stopped by many BLs and SCs.

Red's by them
Green's by me

"Where are you going?"
"I'm going off already"
"You are not allow to bring your bags out of the stadium."
"Er, but i am leaving school to collect my medical report."
"Tell you C/A. (Class Advisor)"
"Ya, i told them and they let me off"

-walk towards the door-

"Where are you going?"
"I'm going off. I've got permission from the teacher and i have to leave to collect my medical report"
"Ask you teacher to come with you"
"HUH?? you want me to walk all the way to the other end again to ask the teacher to come here just to prove to you?"
"Yes, if not we can't let you pass through"
"Ala. Very lay che eh"
"Sorry but we have to do this"

-Walked all the way back to the other side again-

Me: Mdm Aw, they want you to walk with me to the door cos they don't believe that you let me off.
Her: Ask them to come here!
Me: HUH?? you ownself ah. i walked alot of time.
Her: But i don't want to walk there
Me: ?? Don't be lazy. Please!! I really have to leave already!!
Miss Julie: i give you my number, you ask them to call me

-Walked all the way back to the door again ^$^%%$&^$ -

"Nah!! The teacher ask you to call her to confirm"
"Oh, serious ah? okayy la. You can go"
"You don't want to call?"
"Haha, no need la. You can go"
"AY!!!! YOU JUST MADE ME WALKED ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE OTHER END OF THE STADIUM FOR NOTHING?? YOU THINK THE STADIUM VERY SMALL AH?"
"-Luaghing- k la, sorry la."
"%*&(_^$%#$$"

And so, i went to collect the Medical Report and went Holland to meet Gaya, Kim, Elle and Limkarmun.

Some people is really out to spoil someone's day. So, i've made up my mind that i am not joining netball but dragon boat instead. Because Netball seniors is seriously turning me off. Not all, but afew of them that is enoungh to piss me off. yeah, continue wearing that face of yours and i shall see who will want to join netball. Having those attitude you give and that kind of comments you decided to pass, i seriously doubt so. But, nice try for pissing me off with your fucked up attitude, cos you've succeded. Congraduation.

So, i made a mistake for skipping Dragon Boat and went for Netball Trail today. I should had stayed on since i've already started with Dragon Boat. It's funny how i miss going for DB. I mean, i have been looking forward to today's training since last thursday? whoot. So i guess i don't have any doubt anymore. Dragon Boat shall be it.

Oh i see you.

i am sorry but i BEG you to let me off. Stop asking me what happened to me and why am i crying. because i am crying for you. i dont like everything that is happening in this family and i cant stand the way you two quarrel. that is why i am upset about. and i dont wnat to talk about it anymore so stop asking me why mum. just stop. the more you ask, you are just going to upset me. and i dont wnat to talk to you about this thing again because i know you wouldnt listen and we will just end up quarreling. which is what i dont want. i am very very sick and tired to quarrel with you about theis voluntary work thing already. i made you happy by going back since you yearn for me to go back. now that brother doesnt likes it, then you should listen to what he has to say and try to understand. and not shouting back and everything. it is not that we dont want you to go, it is just that we dont like it when you do it almost everyday. you dont mind cancelling our dinner jsut to meet another person fromt he voluntary work place. we understand that this is paer of the job, but cant you spare a thought for us too? that we are hurt when you do this to us? now you are the one who dont want to listen, not us. SO FUCKING STOP SHOUTING AND SAYING THAT WE DONT GIVE IN. IT IS THAT WE GAVE IN TOO MUCH THAT WE LOST YOU. IF YOU HAD REALLY SPARE A THOUGHT FOR US, YOU WOULD HAVE LOOKED FOR A STABLE JOB. DO WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO DO. THINK BACK, WHEN IS THE LAST TIME WE REALLY SIT DOWN AND TALK OVER DINNER? WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU COOKED? WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU ASKED ME HOW IS LIFE? EVEN DAYS LIKE CHRISTMAS, I HAVE TO SPEND IT ALONE AT HOME. NEW YEAR? I DONT HAVE A FAMILY TO CELEBRATE OR TO SPEND IT WITH. SAY I'M ALWAYS OUT? WHEN ARE YOU EVEN HOME? AND EVEN WHEN YOU ARE HOME. YOU DONT EVEN TALK TO ME OR BROTHER, YOU WILL BE BUSY TALKING ON THE PHONE . NOW LOOK, IT IS NOT THAT WE DONT WANT YOU TO DO AT ALL, JUST NOT TO THE EXTREME. YOU DONT LIKE ME TALKING TO YOU ABOUT CHRISTIANITY THEN DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT BUDDISTSM. FAIR AND SQAURE. AND WHEN WE TALK TO YOU, I HOPE YOU JUST TALK TO US AS A MOTHER, AND NOT A MEMBER FROM THE VOLUNTARY WORK. IF YOU FIND IT A CHORE TO COOK FOR US, THEN DONT COOK. AND NOW, DONT COOK JUST TO SHUT OUR MOUTH. I DONT MIND EATING MAGGIE EVERYDAY SINCE I HAVE BEEN DONG THAT AND I'M PRETTY USED TO IT. AND NOW, DONT TELL US THAT YOU WILL QUIT JSUT BECAUSE WE COMPLAINED ABOUT IT COS WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE STILL GOING TO GO BACK. ALL WE WANT, IS FOR YOU TO STOP TALKING ABOOUT TZU CHI ALL THE TIME. EVERY CONVERSATION WE HAVE WITH YOU WILL END UP TALKING ABOUT TZU CHI IN THE END. YOU WILL SOMEHOW LINK IT BACK. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY. WHY CAN'T WE TALK AS PER NORMAL AND NOT SO FORMAL AND USING ALL THE TERMS? IT IS VERY IRRITAING TO ME. I DON'T MIND YOU SAYING IT ONCE OR TWICE OR SOMETIME BUT NOT ALL THE TIME. WHAT BROTHER SAID IS RIGHT, YOU ARE NOT A NUN, SO DON'T ACT AND DO LIKE A NUN. YOU STILL HAVE A FAMILY. LET US FEEL THAT WE ARE AT HOME WHEN WE ARE AT HOME, DONT TALK TO US LIKE AS THOUGH WE ARE IN THE VOLUNTARY WORK PLACE. I FEEL VERY STRESSED UP. I DONT WANT YOU TO FORCE THIS KIND OF LIVING INTO MY LIFESTYLE. I DONT LIKE IT. I BLOODY HATE IT WHEN YOU DO THIS TO ME. YOU DONT LIKE IT WHENI ASK YOU THINGS WHEN YOU DONT LIKE TO SAY? THEN DONT DO THIS TO ME. AND WHEN YOU TELL ME ALL THOSE THINGS ABOUT HOW YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO PEOPLE AND STUFF. IT SERIOUSLY IRRITATE THE SHIT OUT OF ME. YA, WE ARE SELFISH PEOPLE. SO SELFISH THAT WE GAVE MOTHER TO OTHER PEOPLE. AH, FUCK IT LA.

Labels: we are always wrong

Well, i was very tired to come online and blog for the past few days, so here i am, updating about the past few events while i am still energized.

Friday;
Finally the last day of school for the week. It definately IS a very tiring week so they were kind enough to end school at 12. Met up with steph after school as usual and we PIG-OUT!! First we went to "MIRO" (which steph insist that it is "MIRA") for lunch. Had a drink by the vending machine, BURGER BUSTER (me and steph's favourite place) for wedges and cheese fries (the auntie was VERY GRUMPY). Then to the food court for desserts. OMIGOD!! DAMN PIG PLEASE!! But it is alright, cos we will be gyming out next week. Slacked around school for awhile and headed town while steph and farzana went back to SAC.

Town was as boring as usual so we slacked at starbucks instead. Had a really nice gathering cos i missed them SO MUCH!! Oh yes, just before i forget, i ate chicken rice. i am karmun gonnabe. After Starbucks, we went kopitiam to eat again. Couldn't resist temptation, I ATE BEE HOON SOTO. Don't ask me what is happening to me, i think it is the stress i am going under and not enough rest that is why i kept wanting to eat.

TODAY;
Had Dragon Boat this morning, physical, But not that bad. Went home and rest. Woke up at 2? Karmun woke me up, i said i will, but ended up falling back to sleep again. Woke up half an hour later, RUSHED like fuck. Watched Pan L-something. Was damn funny please. Stupid monster had it's eye growing on it's hand, So it will put it's hand on his forehead to see. FUCKING FUNNY!! haha. Met up with steph and talked for awhile. OH YES, I SAW MY SISTER!! MISS HER SO MUCH PLEASE!! And after 2 years, i finally get to see Yogi in person.

So as a sub, i joined Dragon Boat. FULL FOR ENDURANCE. Just what i need. Mind over body. Very helpful. Nursing is stressing me up with some problems but i am not regretting. I am not getting enough sleep. I made new friends. Got my schedule all sorted out. So basically, my school ends at 6 on Mon and Tues, 5 on Wed and Thurs and 12 on Fri. Dragon Boat's on Tues, Thurs and Sat. So i will gym out on Mon, Wed and Fri. WAH!! very fit!! hahaha. I need to get rid of all this uninvited weights on my body.

Labels: and endure

Yes, i am VERY tired. After a long day of walking here and there and sitting down to listen to talks that have been conducted before. But at lease there's a few events to cheer up my day today

1. We had CCA fare this morning. I was in a dilema because i didn't know which to join. Becuase almost all CCA's on tuesday and thursday. Which means that i can't possibly join two CCA. How sad!!
2. I met Steph!! It is really shocking to see her AGAIN since i kept bumping into her in town. How funny!!
3. I made a new friend today!! Actually she's Steph's Secondary schoolmate which happens to be in my class. So steph was the First topic we shared. Our 1st conversation went like this;

Farzana: You steph's ex right?
Me: ??? - out of speech-
Farzana: -laughs-
Me: -still recovering from shock-
Farzana: -still laughs- she called me just now and said "FARZANA!! YOU KNOW MY EX'S IN YOUR CLASS?"
Me: -EVEN MORE SHOCK-
Me: sh..she ss..said...... that??
Farzana: haha. yah. she wanted me to give you her number but you was late just now
Me: -puzzled but the whole damn thing-

And so, we became BFF and Candy aka CAL was left behind walking alone cos me Farzana can't stop talking. But you can't really blame me, can you? Fianlly someone from Girl's school and we somehow linked? You have to understand!!

Anyhow, i am going to bathe and sleep now. Oh yeah, just before i go off. I might just want to mention this un-undersatable rule set to Nursing students only. We, Nursing students, have P.E lesson for 2 HOURS? But any others just 1 hour?

- no songs today-

Labels: this is just the beginning

Daddy will be sending me to school tomorrow and i am all excited! Because daddy had never send me to school on my first day before. Anyhow, i just wished that they will allow me to stay for the orientation even though i do not have my medical report with me. But they can't really blame me right? i mean, you gave me the dead line to go for the check up on 6th, and they are not able to give me the report on the day itself. Last of all, i hope i meet nice people

-

Jojo - Never say goodbye

Never been in love
Cause a girl like me
Never had someone to care for
Never thought there could be
Someone special for me
But now i'm all in love
Cause a girl like me waited patiently
For someone
Someone to care for me
And there will never be

No more lonely
No more just me
I've been there before
Ain't going no more
And now that you're here
I never wanna say, Goodbye love
Never want to be without you
No more crying
No more denying
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here i
I never wanna say goodbye

Now it's time for me
To find out what a first time love could mean
A little scared, but it's cool
Cause it's worth it
Now i finally fell in love
And i know that it
Gots to be for real
It's the way i feel
So come share my world with me
So there will never be


No more lonely
No more just me
I've been there before
Ain't going no more
And now that you're here
I never wanna say, Goodbye love
Never want to be without you
No more crying
No more denying
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here i
I never wanna say goodbye

Now i'm standing here
Arms open wide
Ready to give my heart
I'm sure this time
Love's gonna last for life
Baby, i know things change
And that life needs some rain
But the clouds are gonna clear
And the sun is gonna shine again
Shine light on our love, baby
So let's make this last forever


No more lonely
No more just me
I've been there before
Ain't going no more
And now that you're here
I never wanna say, Goodbye love
Never want to be without you
No more crying
No more denying
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here i
I never wanna say goodbye

Labels: loving you

I feel loved by my family now, and i love it this way.

I talked to my brother on the phone today and the conversation lasted for 5 minutes or so. Which is an improvement from last time =))

Mum bought me Grass jelly at once after telling her that i feel like eating Grass jelly this morning.

Dad called me as usual and he even called me to ask if i want to have dinner with him cos he didn't want me to eat fast food.

Suddenly, i feel that i really love my mum and dad and brother.

Anyhow, i went for the medical check up today. I have to say, that the place freaks me out. The whole place just give me the hospatal in Thailand feel. It is old, the light wasn't able to brighten up certain corners in the clinic. Somehow the people look strange to me, like they were possessed. Nurses there were ill-mannered. They do not do eye contact, they expect you to know the place and procedure for the whole run. The doctor suspect i'm mentally unwell i guess, judging by the look she gave me when i answered for those scars on my hand. So after dumping around, i was finally let off.

Headed town to meet Ma Da and Santhi, Then to meet michelle in Taka. Had lunch and slacked a little in town and yada yada.

-

Tamia - Officially missing you

All i hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
' Cause the pain i feel it won't go away
And today i'm oficially missin' you

I thought that from this heartache, i could escape
But i've fronted it long enough to know
There ain't no way
And toady i'm officially missin' you

Ooh... can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And i'm officially

All i do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now i don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all

Well, i wish that you would call me right now
So that i could get through to you somehow
But i guess it's safe to say, baby
It's safe to say i'm officially missin' you

Ooh... can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And i'm officially

Well, i thought i could just get over you, baby
But i see that's something i just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you

Ooh... can't nobody do it like you
Sid every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And i'm officially

It's official
Hoo, you know that i'm missin you, yeah, yes
All i hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And i'm officially missin' you

I am late!! i am 1 hour and 24 minutes late for my sleeping time!!! =((

Anyhow, met daddy for lunch today cum get money for the medical check up tomorrow. I think my dad has been strangly nice to me lately. Just like those weeks when my mum was away and when my brother can't come home almost everyday? my dad called me everyday to ask me what was i doing or have i eaten. Even now that my mum is back, he continues to call me everyday to ask about me. This afternoon when i was just merely asking him if he wants to go with me on monday to my school for orientation. I can't really explain what kind of expectation or emotion when i asked him that question, because my family have NEVER attended any events like this, so all i was expecting from him was a NO and the only reason why i asked was that i thought anyone would ask a question like that. But to my surprise, my dad said that he would. In my heart, i was jumping for joy, for that i'm sure. I don't know what made him agree to come but i think that doesn't really matters.

Maybe joy really comes in a way like this. It happens when you least expecting it. And when it comes to you, you are as happy as a small girl who recieved her doll from her dad after crying about it for the whole afternoon. If you get what i mean.

-

Labels: i wanna be overloved

Gym was alright. and i burned about 700 Calories. Damn proud of myself please. hee. so after trying like almost every station, we went to have a cup of coffee and sat down to rest. Then Gaya suggested that we go try out the Body compact lesson, so we went. and i think i shouldn't comment on it.

And right now, i am starting to feel my body aching. must have over-worked.

Met Zan and Ame for lunch and went Tangs to visit girlfriend and Pam to get my Ez-Link. Stayed at the baby section for damn long please. I was so tired that i almost fall asleep in the Mother Nursing Room. Oh yes, before i forget. THOSE BABY CLOTHE'S SO PRETTY AND CUTE!!! I was VERY tempted to buy them but too bad i am not expecting. Johnson's Kid's shampoo still smell as nice as ever. =)))

oh yes, remember to cut nails later.

Labels: move with rights, see the importance

Oh yes, i know that i should be out of the house on my way to town now. but as usual. there is not a need to rush. cos our dear gaya haven even bathe. oh well.

Anyhow, i slept at 1 and i woke up at 0645. proud of myself please. i was so afraid that i will oversleep so i forced myself to stop reading when it past 0030. after switching off the light, i couldn't sleep cos i was so tempted to read another chapter. So i tossed and turn for about half an hour and fell asleep when i counted the 84th sheep i guess??

And tonight, i shall cut my nails. It is getting very long and it affects my typing speed. But i like the sound when you scratch with long nails. that is if you know what i mean.

Alright, i shall leave the house now. Gaya just messaged me to tell me she finnished bathing. &$^^*%&^#

I love you =))
dont ask me who is this for cos i am not saying it to anyone. i just felt like saying it.

Labels: cherish me before it is too late

Alright, i am gonig to sleep in early today. but will fall asleep only at three plus again i guess. cos i will be reading again. i am currently reading "Dear John" by Nicholas Sparks. it's about how is guy name John got his life changed and he met this girl name Savannah and yada yada. i would recomment you to read this book if you're a fan of love or life changing stories. BUT I AM NOT LENDING THIS BOOK TO ANYONE. cos from my past experiences, none of the books that i lended out came back. so i am not going to lend anyone my books anymore. moreover, it is my brother's.

Anyhow, i was going to say, that i need to learn to sleep in earlier like 10. cos i think 7-8 hours of sleep would be best for me. for i have to wake up 0530 everyday once in start school. then i will bathe and have my breakfast and get my ass out of the house before 0630. then i have to reach tanah merah LATEST by 0730. which i think i will take a cab to school from there instead cos the bus take BLOODY LONG to reach. soo.... yea.

i shall hit the shower and go to bed. gym with gaya and fatty tmr. at 9. let's make a guess what time will we start gym-ing instead?? say 10?? haha

Labels: twista

FINE!! Tomorrow's first day for so many people. YET i am not one of the many people. My school starts only on the 8TH!! I AM VERY EXCITED FOR SCHOOL TO START!!

I WANT SCHOOL!!
I WANT SCHOOL!!
I WANT SCHOOL!!

end of cheer

ANYHOW!! i spend my whole day at home and i woke up ultra early today please!! i woke up at 1144 all thanks to my mama. cos she was SHOUTING into the phone INSTEAD of talking into the phone. and so, she drag me out of bed again to have lunch downstairs. And SHOPPING!! dont get so excited. NTUC only. home sweet home and online. spent my whole day downloading songs. DAMN SLOW.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR!!!
ONE O CLOCK . ONE AH!!! ONE!!!!! LATE YOU DIE!!

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger