Happy birthday to me!! Yes i am officially 20 this year. I hope i could act my age. Actually honestly frankly speaking, i am not childish, just that i am sensitive and i voice out almost everything. Maybe that makes people feel that i can't think on my own and stuff. But another actually, though i ask how, and seek for solution most of the time, the actual fact is not that i don't know the solution, it is just that i am lazy to make up a choice on my own so i would like to drag someone down to join my sorrow. HAHA. Come to think about it, i don't speak when i'm really in trouble and seeking for solution. I don't move nor react to anything when i'm really sad or facing a problem.

I don't like to be emo and i can't be, that's not in my nature. So therefore, you see me jumpy and acting crazy most of the time. That is me, laughters, carefree. But i guess as you grow up within the years, you're losing those things. The purity that used to resident in us were gone. The world is forcing the them all out of us. Probably i've lose them to the crooks and wickedness of temptations in the world. Now that i realised how much i needed them and misses them, that is why i am act a little childish at times, but take note, i am not.

Now, i'm living like my age. I have to get down to business. Friends my age or my batch, some is already in uni, and look at me, what am i doing? ITE Year 1? Hahaha, what a joke i am.

Whatever it is, It's all about birthday that i want to say. A little off track, sorry. HAHA

Friends, i love you guys as much as i said i do. My birthday wouldn't be as enjoyable if you guys weren't here with me. I hope friendship could bring us far. i really really wish.

People who never wish me for whatever reason, face the wall and reflect. hahahah

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger