Wanted to blog in Cantonese but i don't like to blog in simplified chinese. I think it's ugly. Opps. Anyhow. I have been feeling quite emo and stuff. But i am not going to state my frust here because, blog is no longer a safe place where i can feel comfortable sharing my deepest inner thoughts and secret at. People will just come and read it and, may just do their own interpretation. Which is the least thing i would fancy anyone to do.

Anyhow, i have so much to say to you. I hope i could tell you all my definite answer right away when you asked those questions. But i won't speak a word. Not because i am afraid i may not keep up to my promise. I wasn't sure if i am the person you would want to hear from. So i chose to stay silent. I don't feel good, hearing you said what you said, emotionally broken, mentally exhausted. I very much want to share your burdens with you, it's true. I know how it feels like when things just come unexpectedly and you have no choice but to accept it. I really know how it feels like and i just want you to come to me so that i can help you feel better.

Are you going to trust me? Will you trust me and let me be part of you? Will you allow me to enter your life? To be whom you consider important? I wonder when will be the day you will say all this things to me.

Sigh, i don't know what am i talking about. I am acting a stupid fool. Well, the fact is that i am stupid.

What is NICOLEAU other than just the name?


我好褂住你， 好像同你讲声， 其实我好锺意你。

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Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger