It's like, your choice is obvious, and it is to remain childish and self centered. I find that you have no shame at all when you talk about me and her or me and girls you liked before. It became your favourite phrase " I am so used to you liking the girls i liked before, it's usual." Oh please, like i said before, i don't have a list in my hand about expections towards a girl and discard them if she has no relations with you. What makes you think you are such a big affectoin that i have to do this? Come on, me and lex shares the same ex girlfriends too. But none of this happened between us before, i have never thought of her this way and neither did her thought of me this way too. So why are you so special and what makes you so special?

You like to be the last girl of every of your ex girlfriends or girls you liked before, that is your business, that is only to your own comfort, not to them. In the first place, why must they oblige to your preference? Alright, i shouldn't comment further since it's none of my concern. We (me and her) have nothing on anyway. So maybe you can stop going all booboo about it and kept blogging saying that we have something on or whatever cos you make it sound like as though i took her away or something, which is so not true. You can think whatever you want to, i am totally fine with it as long as you dont say it out. Why? because it makes people think the wrong thing, you give people the wrong impression. Have you thought of how me and her feel when you kept saying we are together? Have you spare any thought about how i would feel when you KEPT saying that i like the girl that you liked before and it's so usual? Have you? I doubt so.

You are living in your own world, you think of what you want to think and then you continue living in it like it's reality. You make yourself all so emo and sad and engry and jealous. For what? For nothing. Because nothing happened. Nothing at all. Right from the start til now, you are the only one who is acting in the play. You plot it and then you act in it ALL BY YOURSELF. None of us are involve. You imgaine our moves and then take it for real and get all upset about it. I dont understand, not at all. Why do you want to do something like that? I don't know but i don't think anyone would find it pitiful. I personally find this is the ultimate absurb and outrageous session ever. When i confronted you about this whole episode, you disrespect me by not admitting your mistakes and boldly explain for your actions.

I am totally disappointed in you thoroughly. I always think that time will heal, time will let all this matter fade but hell no. This is still going on and it nonsensical each time.

I've beg you i've talked to you i've explain it to you, i SO did not purposely want to like the girls you like before. I'm living in despondent whenever i see you talk about me like this. I'm out of words to describe your foolish and childishness. I just hope someone can agree with me of what i said. Because i feel like noone understand the exact percentage of exasperation held in me.

You said you didn't want to go out with them because you want me to have fun. Not that i don't appreciate it but i don't find it necessary at all. Since you can blog about such things about me, why bother? Right?

When you blog or updating information, can you please provide FULL and not just what you want to and not those you choose to hide? Be honest.

One more thing, i believe Faynat and co have their own choice of making friends and so do i. I didn't drug them and hypnotise them to be my friend, things happen naturally so just accept the fact and not make up one on your own again. It gets on our nerve whenever we see you talking about us again and again. It's like never ending.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger