唔知異嘟唔記得我有無話過唔再提哩件事，但係唔理有定無，今次last。

覺得你好得人驚，唔知你心入邊究經腦緊默。一時好地地講默叉嘟明，而家連最基本ge理論都無晒。我試住去了解你ge所做所為，試住去明白你係企係羊立場先之會講埋晒甘傷d野。但係對唔住囉，一d嘟唔解。你仲意話我唔理你，唔了解你，甚之話我翻骨嘟好，因為我已經決定唔再理你d野。我覺得我已經係繫之容忍与包容你加啦，你仲意話你無做錯啊，係我對你唔住啊，任你啦。你可以ak晒全世界d人，但係你自己知自己事囉。唔知你係真唔知定扮唔知啊，都無所為ge，俾你講晒囉。但係想話聲你聽，講大話嘟腦d好d加啦。人弟聽到嘟唔知要笑定好，甘屎ge計仔真係惟獨你先腦得出唶。

終之從今以後我同你無la lann。

Heyyheyy!! I am back from my evening jog =)) Today is suppose to be my training day since i ran yesterday, but, i don't feel ball-ly enough to train today. So, i ran. And this is what happened yesterday and today's run.

Yesterday
I ran from my house to Jelita by the Ulu Pandan route. If you have been doing this run by the roadside, you know that the air you are breathing in is not clear air. So the lease thing yhou really need is some people smoking infront of you, to make the situation worse, wind's blowing towards your direction. I am already short of breath and i have to keep my breath and sprint by him. ARRGG. What makes it ridiculous is, he is one of the evening joggers in Ulu Pandan. Does it make any sense to you? A so-called "sportsman" (since i see him whenever i run), should have the idea that at this time, there is people running along this road, so wouldn't you have the consideration and courtesy to NOT smoke on that pathway??? Pea brain.

Today
I tred out the Track that goes from the T-zone at sunset way and clementi, all the way to Bouna Vista Station. So my plan for today is, run the whole track, take a walk from the exit to holland road (opposite block 17/16) then run back to clementi. I carried out my plan, run run run run. To my irritation, i saw that lau ah pek again. -_- And as usual, he is smoking again. Like, what the hell? He is turning my run into a rather unhealthy run. =/

Anyway, embarrass moment has became a normal routin, almost as similar as brushing my teeth. So, this is what happened. I saw this girl who looked like jolene whom i though was her, so i was tapped her shoulder and went "JOLENE!!". ................. it's not jolene at all. That girl got an ultra shock and the red man was still on. So we both spent a drop dead awkward moment together, both trying to to laugh but..... as what i will normally do, laugh out really loud. But ran away as soon as the Green man's lighted.

Sigh, Nicole nicole. =))))))))

Yes, "WHAT THE FUCK!!!" was my fitst sentence today. Not some good words to start off with i know but, situation like this given me not much of choice. Curious to know what happened? Alright, i''ll tell you now.

I poured a cup of water and decided to take a sip before putting it into the microwave. I could smell something really fishing (literately) as the water is getting near my nose. I took a sip and YUCKS, i spat it out immediately. I could actually taste the smell. So i decided to open up the lit of the jug and find out if it smells the same in there. My head got so near to the opening, and when i lift the lit, that's is it. "WHAT THE FUCK!!" There's a lizard drowned in there!!!!!!!!!! I was SO grossed up that i nearly puked. Yucksssssss. YUCKS TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!! And i just swear that my hatred towards lizard has gone up by 30%. &^#*%(&#@

Moral of the story is;
Never leave your jug lit open, at lease not enough of any article to move in.

Labels: IHATELIZARDS

I am liking everything about this blogskin except for the pink part. But it's suppose to go with the main picture of this blog so, i shall excuse it this time.

Alrighty, so i met Ame and Mel for dinner. Finally i see Ame? hee. Went Sushi Tei and saw a girl jumping or dancing? haha. Took a closer look and it was Kim!! hahaha. Oh yes, i didn't know she's back. I kind of like, scream cos i see this girl in blue besides her, yes, it's Elle. hahaha. So we sat back to back. haha.

Btw, i've got a job. Weee =))) At my favourite place and i like the atmosphere of my working place. heee.

There's blood in my phlegm. I shall seek for medical attention soon.


Sorry i'm kind of lazy to go to people's blog to reply tags. So i'm doing it here. hee

Sab: Nice, you've got friends that really know you. hahhaa. I thought mine's really simple but noone get 100. =((

Gaya: I could have met you today!!! But you're already on your way home. heee. Yeah yeah, we shall play soon. On thursday? or friday? hahaha.

Zan: You are another one whom i could have met today but you decided to stay at wherever you are doing whatever you are doing. haha. Yes, let's meet up soon!!! Which i don't know when. I'm working soon. heee

Coach: Wah, don't stress me. It was very sterssful to paint the grass before they "BEEEEE" again. hahaha.

Labels: keepholdingon

I will rock you like a baby,
Lover,Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm...
There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,We can drift into forever,
On a love that’s made for two...

Don’t you ever say this loves not special,
Don’t you ever think its not essential...Baby...

I was only thinking of you,
Hoping you were thinking of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world... Baby...
I am always dreaming of you,
Hoping you are dreaming of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...

I will kiss you like an angel, baby,
Cradled in my wings,
I will take you up to heaven,
Show you precious things...
If you promise that you love me,
If you promise that you care,
I will be here for you always,
And forever this I swear...

Don’t you ever say this loves not special,
Don’t you ever think its not essential baby...

I was only thinking of you,
Hoping you were thinking of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world... Baby...
I am always dreaming of you,
Hoping you are dreaming of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...

Though you say you want a love,
But you don’t think you believe it,
Just open up your heart,
And you know you will receive it...
Oh baby... Baby...

Don’t you ever say this loves not special, no
Don’t you ever think its not essential baby...

I was only thinking of you,
Hoping you were thinking of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world... Baby...
I am only dreaming of you,
Hoping you are dreaming of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...

"I am not going to care about it anymore". That's what i've come to conclude about. I realised that we are caring about different matters. Whatever, i am really not going to care about what you say anymore. I just waiting to get immune. That would make my life much easier.

Anyway, Carnival today is really tiring, but fun. Today onwards would be very difficult. I am as red as an angbao now? But not as bad as sharon, her's really BLACK AND RED!!

Oh yes, i saw ZHANG TING JUN!! I swear she's the zai-est person on earth please!! Just see her and you'll understand. Oh, and my hospital eyecandy was there too. haha. Cos she's in sneakers. haha

Labels: Iseeyoulookingatme

I was never the good girl you wanted. It is always trouble that i brought to the family. When everyone is living off a good life, they have to save the money they could have use to buy something they like, just to pay for my expences. Things was never easy in the family for them.

Now that i have this six months break. I really want to stay in one job and continue in it. Until i earn enough money to pay off all the money i owe and is able to give money to the family. I don't want to tell them any of thins things because i've told them before and it never succeed. So this time, i will just do what i can and my best to make it come true. To prove to them that, i've changed.

Hate me for as much as you want to
I won't say a word
Because i know i'm the cause
Neither will i say i love you
But please know that i do.

Everybody do my test now!!! I demand you to!!

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Create your own Friend Test here

I need to sleep now but i am feeling so full and bloated. Almost as big and round as 1 month pregnant lady would.

Had a spread of seafood for dinner and i just vowed that i will never eat seafood for a month counting from tomorrow onwards. Too much at a go is never good.

Okayy, time for the second round of feaces to be passed out. Goodnight and Goodbye peeps.

Alright, so today was a total wasted trip down to Kallang cos the game was postpond to some other date which is still in discussion. So i got drenched in the rain while on my way to Kallang, just to sit there for a little while. -_-

Met up for dinner and walked about, like there's another thing we can do huh? haha. Oh yes, i need to study but i am doing everything other than studying. But it is alright i guess? Since i have been studying over and over again. haha.

I guess my body is trying to tell me that i am really lack of sleep cos i'm having 2 pimple now. Bad, i don't have them for quite some time already. So i am going to zoom to bed after blogging. Since i have not been blogging, i will just blog a little bit more before i post this.

I have totally no idea what is wrong with my friendster because my comments' all gone. It's like so lack now, yesterday was like, pissing me off cos it took like 10 minutes just to load a page. Like, what the hell!!

I might be taking a break from studying for like say, three months- half a year. Because i am like struggling with many things now. So people is like, suggesting that i take a break first, settle everything then go back to school. Then i wouldn't have to worried about so many things. My goodness, i'm always having things like this. STRESS STRESS STRESS.

I am so tired, just hoping for a day that i can sleep the whole day through. That would be the greatest gift i can ever get now. =)) No, there's something even better than this.


I am no her
But i won't bring hurt
I don't have what it takes to level up with her
All i have is love

Sometimes i run
Sometimes i hide
Sometimes i'm scared of you
But all i really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night

I was singing this song in that havianas shop in heeren that day. While singing, i turn to my right and saw this girl sitting beside me. And apparently, i was looking at her when i sang "but all i really want is to hold you tight," And, she was smiling at me. Next reaction, June, celeste and i turn and walk out of the shop IMMEDIATELY!! haha. Lame

Labels: sleep sleep sleep

Ri you shuo si, ye you shuo mong
Dream of what you think in the day

And i dream of you day and night


Girl you look so fine
Enough to blow my mind
Killer smile that's what you've got
Oh, i have to stop
Stop being mesmerized by you


*Don't wanna end what have not started
Don't wanna give it up anymore
Not going to miss my chances
My chances to treat you right
We should be together
I believe so
I believe so


I can't give you a thousand reason
why i love you so
But i do have a thousand share of sincerity
For your hold
I'm turning desperate
For you

Labels: IMABC

Nicole is rather busy with Netball and she is sleeping les than 20 hours per week (that's really little). Anyhow, i am really tired that is why i didn't update and there's really nothing to update other than i am really tired and still tired. haha. I'm sorry stacey, nicole's getting boring.

Gaya: Go learn chinese and then you can understand my post. haha. SEE YOU TMR!!

Stacey: Which kelvin? I think there's this kelvin who added my 3 years ago but i don't know who is he. haha


Let's watch stars.

嘩嘩嘩！好耐無update啦，最近比較唔得閒。但係！！辛苦的日子即將會係兩個禮拜後畫上豆號，雖然淨係放兩個禮拜ge假，嘟好過無。一唸到stacey就快返我就徑happy啊。野！！

I shouldn't love you
But i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But i can't move
I can't look away

And i don't know,
How to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know
How to make the feeling stop
Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me
I won't sit around and let him win now
Thought you should know,
I tired my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
Just gotta say all before i go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to
Be around you
There's so much i can't say
Do you want me to have the feelings
And look the other way

This emptiness is killing me
I'm wondering why i've waited so long
Looking back i realized
It was always there
Never spoken
I'm waiting here
Been waiting here


A song says it all

Shall i still hang on to that mail you sent me? Or things is already different. It seems like you were never meant for me

Apparently Tan Faynat wants me to change my post a little course it may cause misunderstanding. I am sorry Ms Tan Fayat.


End of hui guo shu

Happy? haha.


And you don't have to tag SO MANY times on my tag board. This kind of things i rather you type as e mail. Tag board is only for short messages. Yours is WAY TOO long.
Whatever it is. I told you i won't tell you. There has to be something, but if you rally can't remember, i think it just bacame a habit for you to do this to me, until you can't even remember. Whatever.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger