Alright, i wanted to like blog about what happened today but it is all fine now. I feel very contented because the knots in my heart is finally all untied. All the grudges i held in my heart towards people in my clique, i let them go finally.

Anyway, it is true. That our clique was never a clique. So now that we are no longer a clique i feel so relieved now. =)) Bu twe are still best friend afterall.

So this is actually what i want to say to everybody. That please don't think that i don't want to meet you sometimes. Like, i am putting GOD as my first piority.Meaning church thing come first. Not because i am like, WAH, so HOLY out of a sudden. So days like saturday, i won't be able to go out with you people. I am sorry but i would really like to save my saturday for God and friends too. I don't know what can i say so that you all will understand.

How can i express my feelings? What can i say or what can i do? In order to let the world really know the urgency i/we feel towards people coming to christ. What i really feel deep in my heart is that, how i wish that my friends can be on the same path as me. Serving God and having the same passion of growing in christ together because i don't want to leave you people. I want to be in heaven with you girls together enjoying the peace in heaven. This is what i want to do. I love you girls very much. But God love you much much more than i do.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger