Just wanna ask around if anybody's house is able to let me put in for half a year. I am only able to pay the rent of $100 per month cos my mum nor my dad will be able to pay for this. My mum have to sell the flat because the bank will be coming after her soon. Because of the failure of business many years ago and my uncle wasn't able to pay the debt. My mum was one of the shareholders, so they would come after her too. So everyone in the family have to stay seperately. My mum will be going back to hongkong, my brother will be staying in his camp and i was suggested to stay with my dad. But, i don't think my dad's wife would really like it. I don't know what to do. I don't want to leave my mum but i can't go to hongkong for half a year cos i have school to attend. What am i going to do? I am so dependant on my mum, how am i going to live without her? I am sad. I don't know how to discribe the feelings inside, i know that at this kind of time, i should stand strong and not cry like a little girl. But i cannot help it!!!!!

P.S If you happen to be someone who know my mother or know someone who is on talking term with my mum. Please don't mention anything. Cos afterall, this is family matter, my mum don't wish anyone to know. I am blogging it here is because i want to vent it out at somewhere. So please. Help me keep it as a secret!! Thank you

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Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger