I honestly HATE the Taxi uncle alright, i find him extremely annoying. I was short of 5 bucks for the cab fare. It was only 5 BUCKS. And he wanted me to call someone down to pay the 5 dollars. I was Very angry cos i was very tired so i was kind of rude to him. opps. This is how it goes;

Me: er, sorry uncle. But i am only have 20 dollars.
Uncle: Huh? but still short of 5 dollars eh
Me: yah i know, but this is all that i have. And i am the only one at home so dont bother asking my parents to pay for me
Uncle: Then you call your friends to come down to pay for you la.
Me: UNCLE, MY NEAREST FRIEND STAYS AT HOLLAND AND YOU WANT HER TO TAKE A BLOODY CAB DOWN JUST TO PAY THE BLOODY 5 DOLLARS TO YOU?
Uncle: But night shift is to earn night charge what.
Me: AT LEASE YOU HAVE 20 DOLLARS RIGHT? TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. I AM VERY TIRED OKAYY SO I DONT HAVE THE MOOD TO ARGUE WITH YOU OVER 5 DOLLARS.
Uncle: -remain silent-
Me: - open door and leave-

The uncle is really out to irritate please. Just now after dropping karmun, he asked me where am i going. I wanted to say clementi ave 3 but i said wrongly and i told him clementi ave west. And he went, HUH?!?!? uncle can you chill? can you not be so over clementi ave west?

Anyhow, i was at the sec 5 BBQ just now. FUN!! But could be more fun without Linda shouting into my ear? She will shout at zan, calling her Chou Ah Lian but the way she shouted at her is like, HMMM. Not lian at all, NO NO. so i was like, can you relax and not shout into my ear? i need them to listen to BP. And yeah, BBQ was fun. hee


Last but not least, i want to voice out something that i wanted to say for quite some time but don't know how to. Maybe i should type it down here since i feel like it now.

I don't know if you know but i think you know and aware of what have you been doing. You and everyone of us know how you treats her. And i must say that i HATE it. I do not like the way you treats her. Because firstly, you have no right AT ALL to treat her this way. Secondly, You shouldn't take her for granted. You do not vent your anger on someone who is just trying to be concern and wants to share some of your tiredness or sorrows with you, only if you are willing to tell her. So if you don't want to tell her, then tell her nicely that you don't wish to talk about it or something, don't shout at her or scold her with some words. I as a friend feel for her, what more wouldn't she be hurt? plus the way you talk to her is very sickening too. And what makes you think you have all this rights to treat her this way and talk to her this way? Honestly speaking, What makes you think so? Just because she likes you and you likes her too? Then you are just taking her for granted. And if you love her even half as much as you love her, you would have treated her much much better. Look and yourself and ask this question, dont't you agree that you are too self-centred and selfish? You are not the queen or the princess so don't expect to be treated like one. We do not owe you a living. So don't you try taking my friends for granted. And don't you try making things up just when she is trying to let go because that is a very selfish act. For we all know that sooner or later you will treats her the same way again. Please spare a thought of how much pain she have to go through in order to let go of you, Don't be selfish, think for someone else too.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger