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.Friday, January 05, 2007 ' 7:25 AM

Heart felts.

I am late!! i am 1 hour and 24 minutes late for my sleeping time!!! =((

Anyhow, met daddy for lunch today cum get money for the medical check up tomorrow. I think my dad has been strangly nice to me lately. Just like those weeks when my mum was away and when my brother can't come home almost everyday? my dad called me everyday to ask me what was i doing or have i eaten. Even now that my mum is back, he continues to call me everyday to ask about me. This afternoon when i was just merely asking him if he wants to go with me on monday to my school for orientation. I can't really explain what kind of expectation or emotion when i asked him that question, because my family have NEVER attended any events like this, so all i was expecting from him was a NO and the only reason why i asked was that i thought anyone would ask a question like that. But to my surprise, my dad said that he would. In my heart, i was jumping for joy, for that i'm sure. I don't know what made him agree to come but i think that doesn't really matters.

Maybe joy really comes in a way like this. It happens when you least expecting it. And when it comes to you, you are as happy as a small girl who recieved her doll from her dad after crying about it for the whole afternoon. If you get what i mean.

-

Paula Deanda - overloved

I need to find somebody who can't sleep at night
Without holding me without holding me tight
I want someone who sees me all the time in their dreams
And then wakes up thinking just about me
Spent time on my own
Spent time being free
Now i just wanna be

Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when i'm away
Overloved
Over dreamt of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

I want someone who can't wait to kiss me again
Even though it's been a minute since they last did
Want someone who loves love songs
And dedicates them to me
And two loving arms never out of reach
Been fine all alone
Did fine being free
This time i wanna be
This time i wanna be

Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when i'm away
Overloved
Over dreamt of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

Want someone to talk to me with talk so sweet
Want someone who's there to share their world with me
I've been too lonely for too many nights
This time i need someone here in my life
This time i want someone holding me tight
Been under kissed, under touched
Now i just wanna be

Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when i'm away
Overloved
Over dreamt of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

I just wanna be
Overloved
By someone who's over in love with me
Overloved
Over kissed over touched
Oh i just wanna be overloved

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