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.Saturday, January 06, 2007 ' 7:29 AM

Heart felts.

I feel loved by my family now, and i love it this way.

I talked to my brother on the phone today and the conversation lasted for 5 minutes or so. Which is an improvement from last time =))

Mum bought me Grass jelly at once after telling her that i feel like eating Grass jelly this morning.

Dad called me as usual and he even called me to ask if i want to have dinner with him cos he didn't want me to eat fast food.

Suddenly, i feel that i really love my mum and dad and brother.

Anyhow, i went for the medical check up today. I have to say, that the place freaks me out. The whole place just give me the hospatal in Thailand feel. It is old, the light wasn't able to brighten up certain corners in the clinic. Somehow the people look strange to me, like they were possessed. Nurses there were ill-mannered. They do not do eye contact, they expect you to know the place and procedure for the whole run. The doctor suspect i'm mentally unwell i guess, judging by the look she gave me when i answered for those scars on my hand. So after dumping around, i was finally let off.

Headed town to meet Ma Da and Santhi, Then to meet michelle in Taka. Had lunch and slacked a little in town and yada yada.

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Tamia - Officially missing you

All i hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
' Cause the pain i feel it won't go away
And today i'm oficially missin' you

I thought that from this heartache, i could escape
But i've fronted it long enough to know
There ain't no way
And toady i'm officially missin' you

Ooh... can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And i'm officially

All i do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now i don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all

Well, i wish that you would call me right now
So that i could get through to you somehow
But i guess it's safe to say, baby
It's safe to say i'm officially missin' you

Ooh... can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And i'm officially

Well, i thought i could just get over you, baby
But i see that's something i just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you

Ooh... can't nobody do it like you
Sid every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And i'm officially

It's official
Hoo, you know that i'm missin you, yeah, yes
All i hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And i'm officially missin' you