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.Monday, December 18, 2006 ' 7:03 AM

Heart felts.

so i finally top the class. like, after two years, i finally beat that irritating guy in my class. he was damn disappointed when he saw his name under mine please. call me mean, but still. who ask him to hao lian to me all the time. he think he's the best what. whatever.

anyhow, i expected myself to get 4-5. but i've got 7 in the end. whatever. i know i know, "7 not bad what!". ya i know it is not bad. but still. okayy, shall not touch on that or im going to tear already.

okayy. this is my testimonial form my teachers. feel damn proud of myself please.

Personal Qualities
Zhuo Xin has a proficient command of English and puts forth her views in a lucid manner and is asseertive without being overly aggressive. She demonstrates an ability to win over people with her views and show persistence in the duties and work. She is able to find positive humour and is commited to doing her best. She makes wise and fair assessment of an issue based on solid facts, works towars her personal goals and is not easily discouoraged by setbacks.

Zhuo Xin makes a strong impact with her peers and teachers. she demonstrates consideration for others in the community. She also exhibits decisive leadership ability in the course of her duties, often with a high level of energy and vitalilty. there is a strong sense of self-confidence in her.

anyway, i cant get back my result slip yet cos i haven pay up. so spoil mood la. so i have to go back school tmr to pay up SO that i can get my slip. then i shall sun bian ask my teacher to apply the course with me. cos i dont really understand the difference with nitec and trainee and whatsoever.

so i went all the way down to BOOST for nothing. cos i have to leave at 6 plus so vincent say that there's no point and say that they will call me again. which i guess it will be weeks later. anyhow, so i planned to go club first. but on my way there, i recieved a news that competition in cancelled. so i went home instead.

anyway, i know that some of you may not like the idea of me MIA-ing. but i hope that you can at lease respect my decision. i know i need this and some of you may not understand. i don't blame you because i believe that everyone has their own degree of needs. so you may not see it as the same way as i do. but please, at lease respect it. i dont feel good leaving you guys too. so please understand. thank you. i would really appreciate your understanding