oh well, my mum's going to taiwan on thursday and she will only be back on 1st of jan. honestly, i'm not kidding. i think i would rather her stay there and not come back anymore. because i cannot stand it when she comes home and kept talking about it and kept flying to taiwan whenever she can. i'm losing the feeling of having a mum.

and my brother
i really cannot stand our fucking attitude please. you have all lots of comment on the things i do. this family have never give me a chance to take up extra lesson. anything that require money, NO. and now, i am fucking paying for my own dance lesson. i am paying for my own netball stuff. AND I HAVE FUCKING FORGOTTEN WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU GUYS PAID FOR ME. ALL OF YOU WILL ALWAYS COMPLAINT THAT I SPENT MY MONEY VERY FAST. AND WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I NEED TO PAY FOR THIS AND THAT, YOU ALL WENT "NEED MONEY ONE AH? THEN DONT GO LA, THEN NO NEED TO PAY ALREADY WHAT". FUCK!! REALLY. THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF. YOU WANT TO LIVE IN THAT KIND OF CONCEPT I DONT GIVE A FUCK. BUT IF YOU WANT ME TO THINK THE SAME WAY, I AM SORRY. COS IN THE FIRST PLACE, I AM FUCKING PAYING THIS WIHT MY OWN MONEY. SO MAYBE YOU SHOULD STAY OUT OF MY BUSINESS?


OH MY FUCK, I AM JUST SO FUCKING PISSED OFF PLEASE. everyone in the family is making me want to MIA from them also. i'm not sure if i can take this kind of crap everyday. not everyday actually. i'm starting school soon. which means i wont be at home almost all the time. since my school's so far. i'm going to join two cca. so by the time i end school. it's going to be damn late already. and by the time i come home, my mum's sleeping already. oh well, perfect. then means i dont really need to make that much of conversation with anyone.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger