dont treat me as a spare tyre or whatsoever because i dont like being treated that way. i am not a fool to be played around. so i think you should think before you do or ask for something. and please know that somethings have a significant meaning behind to indicate that this actions brings to certain level of relationship. so please stop doing whatever that you are doing. i do not qualify as a flirting candidate. i am sorry for everything that has happened yesterday, that i did not make the right choice. for i should be firm enough with the basic principle that we should not do that. forgive me for that. i am deeply sorry.

and since you are so bothered and feeling so f-ed up by everything that happened, i suggest you just let it go. before things worsen. as this is for the benefit for the both of us. you dont have to feel bad towards me since we are of nothing but just friends. but i guess after this incident, we will drift apart from each other, so maybe we should end this friendship too.

just a last message for you, i hope that after this incident, you will learn not to make anymore mistake like this. not everyone can let go so easily. and, thank you for your pizza and birthday card.


alright alright, SO THEY GAVE ME A SURPRISE TODAY!! HAHAH. ame acted like she's tired with bad mood, so she went off early. so we walked to heeren while waiting for lian jie to come. then, we realised that ame's paper bag's with us, so we went down to pass it to her. when we step out of heeren, i tured around and saw ame and zan holding a birthday cake and they all went "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (4X)". I LOVE YOU PEEPS SO MUCH PLEASE. ALTHOUGH GIRLFRIEND IS NOT HERE BUT I KNOW YOUR HEART IS WITH US!! AHAHA. THANK YOU CLIQUE FOR THIS SURPRISE. IT WAS REALLY UNEXPECTED. SO NOW WE KNOW THAT THEY ALL CAN ACT. HAHAHAH.

i finally see you.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger