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.Sunday, November 19, 2006 ' 8:55 AM
Heart felts.

ALRIGHT, I KNOW THIS IS A SOONER OR LATER THING. BUT I THINK I'M JUST TOO USED TO WHAT I'M BEING NOW?? I KNOW THAT THEY WILL FORGIVE ME. BUT SOMEHOW I JUST FEEL SO GUILTY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE. WHAT WILL OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF ME WHEN THEY SEE ME?? WILL THEY THINK THAT I'M FAKE?? I'M REALLY SCARED OF MYSELF. I DISAPPOINT ALL THE TIME. AND I DONT WANT TO HURT ANYONE'S FEELING. REALLY.

I KNOW I SHOULD PUTMY TRUST IN GOD THAT HE WILL WALK WITH ME THROUGH THIS. BUT I'M SO ASHAME TO TALK TO HIM AGAIN. WHAT SHOULD I DO?? SATURDAY IS 6 DAYS AWAY. SHALL I GO BACK?? OR SHALL I NOT GO?? BUT I HAVE TO GO BACK ONE DAY. HOW HOW HOW??

GOD, HAVE YOU EVER FEEL TIRED OF ME?? AND WANT TO GIVE ME UP?? CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO?? TELL ME THROUGH MY DREAMS. PLEASE. ONLY YOU CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO.







Her.

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger


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