NOTE!! THIS POST DOESNT INDICATES THAT I HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR RACHEL KOH SHI YI. JUST SOMETHING I REALLY WANT TO VOICE OUT

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WANT TO LEAD LIFE LIKE THAT BECAUSE I DONT FIND ANY FUN IN DOING SO AND I WILL BE VERY TIRED TO HAVE PEOPLE COME AND GO OUT OF MY LIFE. I KNOW I DONT HAVE ANY RIGHTS TO TELL YOU HOW YOU SHOULD LIVE YOUR LIEF, NOT LIKE I CARE ABOUT YOU ALSO. BUT JUST A LITTLE ADVISE FOR YOU, THAT YOU SHOULD ACTUALLY SPACE A THOUGHT FOR OTHER PEOPLE. THINGS LIKE, CHERISHING THEM, TREAT THEM TRUELY AND NOT MAKING USE OF PEOPLE. WE, ARE NOT BORN INTOT THIS EARTH TO LET YOU MAKE USE OF. WHETHER YOUR OTHER FRIENDS MIND OR NOT I DONT CARE. BUT FOR ME, I DO HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.

I REALLY DONT WANT TO THINK OF YOU THIS WAY BUT SOMEHOW YOU HAVE SHOWN YOURSELF A BITCH TO ME. YOU MAKE USE OF ME, YOU CHEATED MY FEELINGS AND YOU SPOKE BAD ABOUT ME. NOT ENOUGH, YOU STILL WANT TO MAKE UP STORY TO MAKE MY FIRENDS THE BAD GUY TO MAKE YOURSELF THE "OH-SO-INNOCENT". ASK YOURSELF THIS QUESTION, DO YOU EVEN WORTH ME?? TREATING YOU SO WELL?? TURNING BUNG FOR YOU?? FOR BEING SO DAMN FUCKING LOYAL TO YOU?? SPENDING SO MUCH TIME WITH YOU?? PUTTING SO MUCH EFFORT?? EVERY OF NY FRIEND CAN WITNESS HOW MUCH I DID FOR YOU. BUT AT THE END OF THE SAY, DO YOU EVEN DESERVE IT?? NO. FUCK NO.

YOU ARE JUST SO DAMN FUCKING FAKE. WHAT LOVE ME MISS ME ALL. IT'S ALL FAKE. IF YOU DONT, THEN JUST SAY YOU DONT. WHAT FOR FAKE?? YOU ARE NOT ONLY WASTING MY TIME AND EFFORT. BUT CHEATED MY FEELINGS. DO YOU KNOW HOW SELFISH THAT IS?? TO GET WHAT YOU WANT, YOU PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS. DONT YOU EVER FEEL GUILTY FOR CHEATING ME?? PIECE OF SHIT??


ALRIGHT, ENOUGH OF THAT ALREADY.

WENT TANNING TODAY. LIKE FIALLY!! SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SO WHITE. LIKE HAVE SOME ILLNESS LIKE THAT. HAHAHA. BUT I DONT LIKE THE IDEA OF BEING BURNT. =((

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger