alright, i just woke up. SO!! not late at all what. but i finally have an 8 hours sleep. hahahah. anyway, mambo was damn fun yesterday. RETRO!! phuture was pack like shit. you should thank god that's oxygen. like, WTH??

anyway, lex is ignoring me now. nomatter what i do.

1st attemp)
i fall back to the mattress and went (looked in great pain) "OUCH!!". and went i peeped at her, she just continue looking at the screen and DIDNT even bother looking at me. abcefg123456

2nd attemp
i squeezed her fats and asked "why you have so much fats??" (and continue squeezeing)but she just continue acting like nothing is touching her at all. @$*(&#$%@#$@#

so in conclusion, LEX TEO ZUO EN SUCKS!! at this moment


the night is fun, cos there's you =))
(this message is not for you lex, so dont think so much please)

clockwise. me,sharon,wenqian,puiyan





me and puiyan = retro. wenqian and sharon = ....





feeling so accomplished after taking a successful one





just landed. look at puiyan





sharon = sexy. wenqian = wooo. puiyan = here i come!! (world on her own). me = cool ( of cos)





getting ready. shit, all look damn funny





look at the three of them. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAH





another attempt of jumping







the black one's puiyan's. you can see she's really excited.





green man has smelly armpit!!





nvm.





i was shaking when she take this photo. and once again. look at the "so-glam" puiyan



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SO I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE IN SENTOSA TANNING THIS MORNING, WITH WENQIAN, SHARON AND PUIYAN. BUT ALOT OF TANNING?? ALOT OF SUN COMING OUT?? LUCKY WE ATE AT THE HAWKER FIRST OKAYY. ANYWAY, WE WERE SO SLEEPY WHILE WAITING FOR THE WHETHER TO CHANGE SO WE ALL FELL ASLEEP EXPECT FOR SHARON. AFTER AN HOUR, THE CLEANER SMACKED THE TABLE AND SAID THIS:
"BU YAO ZAI ZHE BIAN SUI. JING CHA LAI LIAO!" (DONT SLEEP ALREADY, THE POLICE IS HERE)

AND THE THREE OF US WERE LIKE, H H H H H HUH?? WE WERE TOTALLY OUT OF SPEECH. POLICE?? WHAT DOES THE POLICE GOT TO DO WITH US SLEEPING THERE?? HE THINK WE ARE 3 YEAR OLD KID?? SCARED OF POLICE?? WHY?? WE WILL BE SENTENCED TO JAIL FOR 6 MONTH FOR THAT ISIT?? I THINK I WILL LAUUGH IF I'M THE JUDGE FOR THIS CASE. HAHA

WENT VIVO AFTER THE "WAKE-UP-ALERT". OH MY FUCK!!! VIVO'S PLAY GROUD IS SO FUN PLEASE!!!! HAHAHAHA. I FELT LIKE I'M A KID ONCE AGAIN!! AS YOU CAN SEE FROM THE PICTURES ABOVE. HAHAHA. THERE'S SUPPOSE TO A VIDEO BUT IT'S NOT READY YET. WILL PUT IT UP SOON. HAHAHA. WE HAD ALOT OF FUN PLAYING THERE!!!!

ANYWAY, HEADED TO PS TO MEET MEISHI FOR LUNCH. SUAT, AME AND ZAN CAME TOO.

MET KOHCHOONYEE FOR DINNER TODAY!! OH MAN, I MISSED HER SO MUCH!!! I SWEAR I DO OKAYY!! ANYHOW, IT WAS A VERY PLEASANT EVENING TOGETHER WITH HER. HAHAHA. JUST LIKE THE OLD DAYS. SHALL DO IT SOON. AND I'M SO SAD PLEASE. COS SHE WONT BE IN TOWN ON MY BIRTHDAY. =((((((( BUT SHE'LL BE DURING CHRISTMAS. AND THIS WILL BE THE THIRD YEAR WE SPEND CHRISTMAS TOGETHER. CANNOT BREAK THE CHAIN OKAYY!! HAHAH.


i feel like a fool. this is the third time!! but you dont know. and it hurts when you break the news to me. thinking that person could be me, thinking things would be different from now. why do i always miss my chnace?? why oh why

XING HUANG DE!!

YOU BETTER READ THIS CAREFULLY AND GET THIS INTO YOUR HEAD. YOU GO CHINA DOESNT MEAN YOU VERY COOL OKAYY. YOU BETTER MISS US ALL 10 TIMES MORE. ESPECIALLY ME FOR I AM YOUR GIRLFRIEND!! AND IF YOU COME BACK WITH THAT CHINA ACCENT YOU DONT TALK TO US AH, YOU GO STAY WITH WANG LI. AND DONT YOU COME BACK WITH THAT CHONG SAM ALSO. HAHAHA. OH, DONT CLIMB THE GREAT WALL TOO, COS YOU SO SKINNY BY THE TIME YOU CLIMB FOR 100m THE WIND WILL BLOW YOU BACK AGAIN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT, I BET YOU WONT BE ABLE TO ENJOY YOURSELF THERE COS WE ARE NOT THERE. HA-HA-HA. NO LA, ENJOY YOURSELF, FOR THE SAKE OF US. HAHAHAHA. WILL MISS YOU!!

ALRIGHT, WENT CHURCH TODAY. SORRY TO SAY BUT I FELT NOTHING. MAYBE I WAS TOO CONCIOUS ALREADY. WAS CONCENTRATING ON HIDING FACE THEN PAYING ATTENTION. BAD ME. ANYWAY, THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE MUFFIN MILA, AND THANKS SO MUCH TO SANDY FOR KEEPING ME ACCOMPANY =))

ANYHOW, GOT A JOB AT BEST DANKI TOO. BY POSTED TO THE TAKE ONE INSTEAD. NO MORE LLIMKARMUN!! =((.


OH MAN!! I'M DAMN JIX NOW PLEASE. I MISSED IT. HOW CAN I MISSED IT?? I HAVE BEEN DYING TO SEE ______. YET I MISSED IT. IT'S BEEN 2 DAYS.

MAMA'S NOT HOME YET. SHE'S SUPPOSE TO BE HOME BY NOW!!! WHY HUH??

ANYHOW, I HAVE TO ZOOM DOWN TO TOWN NOW. LIMKARMUN MUST BE HUNGRY SOON. BUT I'M NOT REALLY THAT HUNGRY. WHATEVER. NO NEED GO SEA DEEP.

SMILE??

juz moi says: (PM 11:00)
wey
juz moi says: (PM 11:00)
why ur friendster hab boy and girl picture de..
NICOLE-LODEON ULTRAMAN!!! says: (PM 11:02)
HUH??
NICOLE-LODEON ULTRAMAN!!! says: (PM 11:02)
WHAT DO YOU MEAN??
juz moi says (PM 11:03)
plz lah make up ur mind..
juz moi says (PM 11:03)
whr got ppl wan to be butch den still put girl photo wan
juz moi says (PM 11:03)
damn disgusting lor


WHAT THE FUCK?? YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY PICTURE THEN WHY NOT YOU DONT VIEW IT IN THE FIRST PLACE?? AND I DONT SEE ANY PROBLEM WITH ME PUTTING MY GIRL AND BUNG PHOTOS. WHY CANT I PUT IT?? WHY?? AFTER BECOMING A BUNG I BECOME A GUY ISIT?? SORRY TO SAY BUT I'M STILL A GIRL HAVING FEMALE HORMONES IN ME!! AT LEASE WHEN I TURN STRAIGHT I LOOK LIKE A GIRL AND I LOOK GOOD. SO THERE'S NOTHING TO BE ASHAME OF. SORRY TO SAY, YOU LOOK NOTHING BETTER. WHAT ARE YOU?? NOTHING BUT JUST A CHAO AH LIAN. WE BOTH COME FROM A DIFFERERNT WORLD. SO I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU DONT JUDGE ME WITH YOUR CHAO AH LIAN CONCEPT. COS IT'S TOTALLY OFF AND I FEEL DAMN INSULTED. JUST GO BACK TO YOU CHAO AH LIAN WORLD, TAKING PICUTERS WITH THE FUCKIGN 1-10 ACT CUTE FACE FROM THE TOP, SAYING ALL YOUR SO-LOW-CLASS VULGARITIES. AND DATE YOUR FAVOURTIE "BOI BOI" WITH LION'S FUR ON HIS HEAD, WEARING NO FEAR SHIRTS WITH TRAIL SLIPPERS PLAYING PARA PARA. THIS IS YOUR LIFE. MY LIFE IS ABOUT STUDYING HARD TO HAVE GOOD GRADES AND GETTING INTO A GOOD SCHOOL STUDYING IN A GOOD COURSE. GOING FOR NETBALL TRAINING IN A CLUB AND PLAY IN A REAL COMPETITION LIKE "INTERNAL LEAGUE OR HAVING CARNIVALS" AND NOT PLAYING BASKETBALL WITH SOME CHAO AH BENGS IN THE NEIGHBOURHOOD BASKETBALL COURT HAVING COMPETITION CALLED "WHO-WIN-WHO-GET-THE-COURT-". WHEN I GO TOWN, IT IS EITHER FOR SOME PURPOSE OR JUST SLACKING AROUND AND NOT GOING AROUND STARING AT PEOPLE TRYING TO FIND TROUBLE WITH PEOPLE WHICH IS A SO-DAMN-LOSER THING TO DO. AND I HANG AROUND FRIENDS WHO TRULY CARES AND BE THERE FOR YOU AND NOT THOSE WHO SAY THEY WILL BUT WILL RUN AWAY ONCE YOU HAVE TROUBLE. OH GOD, IF I WOULD TO GO ON, IT WILL BE TMR. AND I HOPE JUST THIS FEW POINTS CAN ALREADY TELL HOW DIFFERENT WE ARE. SO, STOP BOTHERING ME WITH YOUR STUPID CHILDISH COMMENTS. I WILL ONLY SAY THIS ONCE AND I HOPE AND PRAY YOU READ THIS.

THANK GOD I WAS POSTED TO ST MARGS, I CANT IMAGINE WHAT I'LL BE NOW IF I WAS POSTED TO SOME NIEGHBOURING SCHOOL. ENDED UP LIKE A CAL. FUCK, THAT'S THE WORSE THING TO IMAGINE.

IT IS 24TH NOVEMBER 2006, 08:41 p.m NOW. I AM SUPPOSE TO BE IN MERIDIEN NOW, ATTENDING MY SCHOOL'S PROM. BUT!! ALOT OF GOING WHAT. THAT IS BECAUSE I HAVE THIS FUCKINGI TAN LINE THAT LOOK SO DAMN UGLY. COS IT'S VERY OBVIOUS. IT'S LIKE, BLACK AND WHITE. WHATEVER. SO I DECIDED TO DRESS AS A BUNG SO AT LEASE I CAN COVER MY TAN LINES AND STUFF. BUT I LOOK DAMN PLAIN. SO IN THE END, I DECIDED NOT TO GO. NOT LIKE IT'S GOING TO BE FUN OR WHAT. THE ONLY REASON WHY I WANT TO GO IS BECAUSE I PROMISED ARAVIN THAT I WILL GO.

I AM SO SO SORRY THAT I DIDNT GO FOR PROM OKAYY!! REALLY SORRY!!

* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:09)
i am the star that is the most cute ma
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:09)
hahhaha
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:09)
spyke is the brightest.
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:10)
skye is the sharpest
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:10)
zan is the notblur
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:10)
and shu is the biggest
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:10)
heh
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:10)
and you, the most noticible one(:
NICOLE-LODEON ULTRAMAN!!! says: (AM 12:10)
hahahahhahahahhaha
NICOLE-LODEON ULTRAMAN!!! says: (AM 12:11)
cool manzzzzz
NICOLE-LODEON ULTRAMAN!!! says: (AM 12:12)
so we are the what???
NICOLE-LODEON ULTRAMAN!!! says: (AM 12:12)
together we make the sky
NICOLE-LODEON ULTRAMAN!!! says: (AM 12:12)
hohohohohohoho
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:13)
hahhah
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:13)
also can ah
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:13)
we make the most beautiful night sky
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:13)
heh
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:13)
and we brighten people's weary nights, (:
* AME face all these with a sense of poise and rationality, says: (AM 12:13)
only that we got to learn how to brighten our own first
* AME face all these with a sense of poise

SEE, WE ARE ALL NICE PEOPLE. HEE.

RIGHT, I SLEPT ONLY AT 7 THIS MORNING BECAUSE THE FUCKING WASHING MACHINE AND THE DRYER TAKE 6 HOUR PLUS TO FINNISH. LIKE, WTF!!!!! WOKE UP AT 12 PLUS BY LIMKARMUN. HAD AN INTERVIEW AT TANGS. MET SHUWEN, SUB, LIMKARMUN, HOWIE AND THEIR FRIENDS. ATE WANTON MEE IN HEEREN. IT'S REALLY NICE. I LOVE THE MEE. VERY VERY NICE =)) WENT PS TO GET MY MP3. I HOPE AND PRAY THAT I WILL WORK AS IT SHOULD. MET SANTHI AND HER FRIENDS TO HELP THEM BUY DRINKS. GREEN!!!!!! SANTHI WILL KNOW WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT. HEE.

HAD TRAINING/SELECTIONS TODAY. I'M IN TEAM D. DAMN STRESS. MORE THAN HALF OF MY TEAM IS SENIORS. SO!!!! DAMN STRESS. MY HOLIDAY IS GOING TO BE SO FILLED WITH TRAININGS AND TOURNAMENT. .....

ANYWAY, JUST BEFORE I END THIS POST, I WANT TO DEDICATE THIS SMALL POST FOR SABRINA OH!!

SUB SUB SUB!! I KNOW WE HAVEN BEEN REALLY CLOSE BUT OCCASIONALLY I STILL DO HEAR NEWS ABOUT YOU. SO NOT THAT BAD. COS I KNOW YOU'RE STILL SOMEWHERE NEAR. HMMM. SOUNDS WEIRD BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN RIGHT?? HMM. BUT NOW THAT YOU'LL BE IN MALAYSIA FOR SO DAMN LONG. I'M SO GOING TO MISS YOU. LIKE, I WONT HEAR THINGS ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. SO YOU MUST MUST GO ONLINE EVERYDAY OKAYY?? I'M SURE EVERYONE WILL MISS YOU =)) AND IF WHEN I GO MALAYSIA FOR BAI NIAN. I WILL GO YOUR HOUSE TO BAI NIAN ALSO. YOU BETTER BE AT HOME OKAYY. HAHHAA. THEN MAY BE WE CAN MEET UP AND EAT. OH YES, YOU OWE ME A TREAT. MAYBE I SHALL GO CITY SQUARE REAL SOON. HAHAHHAA. NOW I LIKE THE NEAR-NESS OF SINGAPORE AND MALAYSIA. AHHAHAHA. YOU MUST TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF THERE OKAYY?? DONT STAY OUT SO LATE. DONT BECOME AND MALAYSIAN LIAN OR MINA OKAYY?? HHAHHAA. I'LL MISS YOU FOR SURE. AND YOU BETTER TOO =))

COL!!!! (CRY-OUT-LOUD) I SOLD OFF MY PHONE IN THE END. SOLD IT OFF THIS MORNING. DAMN HEART PAIN PLEASE!!! IF ON LY I STIL HAVE MONEY THEN I WOULDN'T HAHVE TO DO THIS!!! AARRGG. DONT WORRY HUBBY!! I WILL BRING YOU HOME SOON ALRIGHT? MUST WAIT FOR ME OKAYY!! WHEN SOME OTHER PEOPLE COME YOU MUST PURPOSELY JAM OR SOMETHING SO THAT THEY WONT BUY YOU!! CO SYOU ARE MINE ONLY!! AND DONT Y OU WORRY THAT I WILL PREFER MY CURRENT PHONE TO YOU BECAUSE NO PHONE CAN TAKE OVER THE PLACE YOU HOLD IN MY HEART ALRIGHT?? I PROMISE I WILL LOVE YOU ONLY =))

ANYHOW, WENT VIVO TO MEET AME, GAYA AND LIMKARMUN TO LOOK FOR JOB. BUT WHAT WILL WE DO THERE?? PLAY WITH THE FOUNTAIN. ENDED UP SO WET AND COLD. HAHA. BUT IT'S FUN. THERE'S REALLY ALOT OF SHOP THERE. CAME TO THIS SHOP NAME "BOOST". I LIKE THE SCENARY THERE PLEASE. SO NICE. IT'S JUST NEXT TO THE BALCONY SO THE SHOP IS VERY BRIGHT!! SO SO NICE =))

WENT TOWN AFTER VIVO TO MEET HUANG SHUWEN. WALKED AROUND AND HAD MY MARS BAR. NOT THAT NICE COS THE MARS BAR IS NOT HOT ENOUGH. ^$$%&$^&@$# SLACKED AROUND CINE COS KARMUN AND I DIDNT WANT TO GO HOME SO EARLY. ATE AT THE MONGKOK CHA CHAN TING. NOT BAD. I LIKE THE MILK TEA. IT'S THE HONGKONG MIILK TEA. YUMMY!! AND THAT'S IT FOR TODAY!!!

OH HOW GREAT. I FORGOT THE SECOND STEP FOR MY DANCE. CANT PRACTISE LORZZZ. NVM. SHALL GO RECALL.


YOU ARE MY LUCKY STAR =]]

ALRIGHT, I KNOW THIS IS A SOONER OR LATER THING. BUT I THINK I'M JUST TOO USED TO WHAT I'M BEING NOW?? I KNOW THAT THEY WILL FORGIVE ME. BUT SOMEHOW I JUST FEEL SO GUILTY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE. WHAT WILL OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF ME WHEN THEY SEE ME?? WILL THEY THINK THAT I'M FAKE?? I'M REALLY SCARED OF MYSELF. I DISAPPOINT ALL THE TIME. AND I DONT WANT TO HURT ANYONE'S FEELING. REALLY.

I KNOW I SHOULD PUTMY TRUST IN GOD THAT HE WILL WALK WITH ME THROUGH THIS. BUT I'M SO ASHAME TO TALK TO HIM AGAIN. WHAT SHOULD I DO?? SATURDAY IS 6 DAYS AWAY. SHALL I GO BACK?? OR SHALL I NOT GO?? BUT I HAVE TO GO BACK ONE DAY. HOW HOW HOW??

GOD, HAVE YOU EVER FEEL TIRED OF ME?? AND WANT TO GIVE ME UP?? CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO?? TELL ME THROUGH MY DREAMS. PLEASE. ONLY YOU CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO.

THE MOST EXPENSIVE DRINK. THE VITASOY COST ME $1.30.



THE OLD CHEE GOH PEK WHO KEPT EYEING MT COACH





INTRODUCING MY NEW GIRLFRIEND!! AMELIA BULNER!!


ANYHOW, WENT FOR DANCE TODAY!! WOOHOO. DAMN NICE. ALL THANKS TO GAYA FOR INTRODUCING ME. HEE. WENT BUGIS TO HAVE THE LUNCH WITH SHUWEN. ANOTHER EXPENSIVE LUNCH ON EARTH. $7!! HEADED TO BUGIS VILLAGE, WANTED TO SELL AWAY MY PHONE COS I'M IN NEED TO CASH. BUT I REALLY LIKE ME PHONE!! HEE.

I HAVE SO MUCH THINGS TO PAY PLEASE. MY PHONE BILL, DANCE CLASS FEE, MY JERSEY BLAH BLAH. WHATEVER LA. I REALLY NEED A JOB BADLY. I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO FOR THIS HOLIDAY. COMPETITION, CAMP, TRAININGS, DANCE. NOT BUSY WHAT.

I KINDA MISS MY MAMA. I WONDER WHY SHE NEVER CALL HOME. I MEAN, SURE SHE HAVE A LITTLE FREE TIME LIKE, DURING BATHING TIME OR BEFORE SLEEP RIGHT?? DO YOU THINK SHE'LL MISS ME AND MY BROTHER?? WHAT IF SHE DONT?? WHAT IF SHE REALLY DIDNT AND THEN REALISED THAT SHE CAN LEAVE US ALREADY AND PLAN TO STAY THERE FOREVER?? I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN PLEASE.

MAMA

NOTE!! THIS POST DOESNT INDICATES THAT I HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR RACHEL KOH SHI YI. JUST SOMETHING I REALLY WANT TO VOICE OUT

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WANT TO LEAD LIFE LIKE THAT BECAUSE I DONT FIND ANY FUN IN DOING SO AND I WILL BE VERY TIRED TO HAVE PEOPLE COME AND GO OUT OF MY LIFE. I KNOW I DONT HAVE ANY RIGHTS TO TELL YOU HOW YOU SHOULD LIVE YOUR LIEF, NOT LIKE I CARE ABOUT YOU ALSO. BUT JUST A LITTLE ADVISE FOR YOU, THAT YOU SHOULD ACTUALLY SPACE A THOUGHT FOR OTHER PEOPLE. THINGS LIKE, CHERISHING THEM, TREAT THEM TRUELY AND NOT MAKING USE OF PEOPLE. WE, ARE NOT BORN INTOT THIS EARTH TO LET YOU MAKE USE OF. WHETHER YOUR OTHER FRIENDS MIND OR NOT I DONT CARE. BUT FOR ME, I DO HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.

I REALLY DONT WANT TO THINK OF YOU THIS WAY BUT SOMEHOW YOU HAVE SHOWN YOURSELF A BITCH TO ME. YOU MAKE USE OF ME, YOU CHEATED MY FEELINGS AND YOU SPOKE BAD ABOUT ME. NOT ENOUGH, YOU STILL WANT TO MAKE UP STORY TO MAKE MY FIRENDS THE BAD GUY TO MAKE YOURSELF THE "OH-SO-INNOCENT". ASK YOURSELF THIS QUESTION, DO YOU EVEN WORTH ME?? TREATING YOU SO WELL?? TURNING BUNG FOR YOU?? FOR BEING SO DAMN FUCKING LOYAL TO YOU?? SPENDING SO MUCH TIME WITH YOU?? PUTTING SO MUCH EFFORT?? EVERY OF NY FRIEND CAN WITNESS HOW MUCH I DID FOR YOU. BUT AT THE END OF THE SAY, DO YOU EVEN DESERVE IT?? NO. FUCK NO.

YOU ARE JUST SO DAMN FUCKING FAKE. WHAT LOVE ME MISS ME ALL. IT'S ALL FAKE. IF YOU DONT, THEN JUST SAY YOU DONT. WHAT FOR FAKE?? YOU ARE NOT ONLY WASTING MY TIME AND EFFORT. BUT CHEATED MY FEELINGS. DO YOU KNOW HOW SELFISH THAT IS?? TO GET WHAT YOU WANT, YOU PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS. DONT YOU EVER FEEL GUILTY FOR CHEATING ME?? PIECE OF SHIT??


ALRIGHT, ENOUGH OF THAT ALREADY.

WENT TANNING TODAY. LIKE FIALLY!! SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SO WHITE. LIKE HAVE SOME ILLNESS LIKE THAT. HAHAHA. BUT I DONT LIKE THE IDEA OF BEING BURNT. =((

OKAYY PEOPLE. I'M GOING TO TURN STRAIGHT. AND THAT'S FINAL. SO I'M JUST GOING TO BE BUNG FOR AS MY HAIR IS STILL SHORT. DAMN IT. I MISS ME LONG HAIR SO MUCH PLEASE. AND I LOOK PRETTIER WHEN I'M STRAIGHT. SO SHALL JUST STAY THAT WAY.

BUNG BUNG BUNG. NOT FUN ONE LOR. BUNG YOUR HEAD LA. I WANT TO BE STRAIGHT. AND CONTINUE MY PLAN.

GET MERRIED AT THE AGE OF 26. WHICH IS IN 7 YEARS TIME. AND I MUST DATE HIM FOR 5 YEARS FIRST. AIYAH, WHATEVER LA.

ANYHOW, I WANT TO TURN STRAIGHT IS NOT FUNNY OR WHATEVER. IF YOU WANT TO LAUGH AT ME THAT MEANS YOU BIAN TAI. COS I DONT FIND IT FUNNY AT ALL.

I CAN BE STRAIGHT ONCE AND FOR SO LONG. I DONT SEE WHY I CANT SUCCESS THIS TIME. AND THIS TIME WHEN I TURN BUNG IS MY GREATEST MISTAKE. COS I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE FOR THE WRONG PERSON WHICH TURNED OUT TOTALLY WRONG AND MAKE THE WHOLE THING WRONG.

BUT NOW, JUST LET ME BE BUNG. san tiao

yes, it is true that i said i dont care about how others look and think about me. because they are people whom i do not know and people that i cant please everyone what more for people whom i do not know??

but you are different. you are my best friend. a friend that i never want ever want to lose. i know it is my fault for not telling you, breaking the promise once again. i was blinded by her, too blinded. that i didnt care about how you feel. and the concequences is hard to bare. and the greatest cost is to lose you. i really dont want to.

i miss you so much. and i never expect this to come. i just hope for a second chance. i may seems to but i never will forget all the times we spent together. believe me when i say i really love you. and i promise to make a better friend then last time.

HAD TRAINING TODAY!! NOT THAT BAD BUT I'M DAMN FREAKING TIRED. I SHOULD REALLY STOP SMOKING. MY SELECTIONS IS LIKE NEXT WEEK??!?!?!?!? I'M REALLY WORRIED. HMM.

ANYHOW, MET HOLY MAMA FOR LUNCH TODAY. I'M RELALY GLAD THAT I DID BECAUSE I FEEL SO LESS BURDEN NOW. WELL AT LEASE SHE KNOWS HOW I'M FEELING NOW??

WELL, THINK I'M JUST COMFORTABLE WITH WHAT I AM NOW THAT IS WHY. OH WELL

MEETING CLIQUE TMR. SHALL TURN IN EARLY. GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE


if i've ever said anything that hurt you, i'm really sorry. i hope you understand that i dont mean it that way? just that i'm really unsure who are you talking about in your blog sometimes? cos it dont seems to be for me? well oh well, i'm sorry

WELL OH WELL, WHAT MORE CAN I SAY ABOUT THE MOVIE "STEP UP". IT'S SIMPLY BREATH TAKING. YOU SHOULD REALLY GO WATCH IT. IT'S COOL. REALLY!!

AND I'VE FOUND A MOVIE PARTNER!! AND IT'S NONE OTHER THAN SANTHIYA!! WOOHOO!! IT IS REALLY GLAD HAVING SOMEBODY WHO FEELS THE SAME WAY WHILE WATCHING MOVIE. LIKE, WE HOPE FOR THE SAME THING TO HAPPEN, WE JIX OVER THE SAME THING?? HAHAHA. SANTHI ROCKS MY SOCKS!!! LOVE YOU BABE =))

ANYHOW, WOLE UP AT 730 TODAY COS I'M SCARED THAT I'LL BE LATE. BUT END UP ABIT LATE ALSO. SO NO POINT WAKING UP EARLY. BUT!! THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN WAKE UP LATE LIKE HOW OUR DEAR AMELIA DID?? WAKE UP AT 10?? HMMM. NVM LA. SHE'S RARELY LATE SO SHALL LET HER OFF. BUT OUR DEAR GAYA?? HMM. WHEN WE REACH HER HOUSE, STILL SLEEPING. AY!! WE GO YOUR HOUSE DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN SLEEP UNTIL LIKE THAT OKAYY NOT?? okayy

SAW ALLYSA TODAY, AY YOU AUNTY, LEG LIKE THAT REST AT HOME WILL DIE ISIT?? YOU BETTER STAY HOME UNTIL YOU CAN WALK KNORMALLY WITHOUT FEELING PAIN OKAYY

THANK YOU HUANG SHUWEN AND AMELIE BULNER FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS BLOG!! LOVE YOU GIRLS TO THE MOOOXX. HAHA

ANYWAY!! I'M DAMN FUCKING PISSED OKAYY. I DONT KNOW HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES DO I HAVE TO CHANGE BLOG URL IN A YEAR. BUT THIS TIME ROUND IT ISNT MY FAULT AT ALL. I DIDNT CHANGE IT ON PURPOSE. DONT KNOW WHY BUT MY BLOG JUST GONE!! JUST LIKE THAT. OUT OF A SUDDEN CLOSE DOWN. WHY AH?? GOT RENOVATION AH. AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY WILL IT DISAPPEAR JUST LIKE THAT. REALLY. I MEAN UNLESS SOME PEOPLE GO AND CLOSE IT DOWN LA. BUT I DONT KNOW WHO WILL BE THAT CHILDISH AND SO-NO-LIFE TO DO THIS KIND OF THING RIGHT?? I'M JUST HEART PAIN FOR ALL MY PAST POST BECAUSE I LIKE TO READ IT. I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT RACHEL'S POST PLEASE, COS I PLANNED TO DELETE THEM BUT I GUESS I CAN SAVE MY ENERGY DOING SO NOW. BUT HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WANT TO HECK INTO MY ACCOUNT IS REALLY TRULY ONE MOTHER FUCKER. THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT IT.

ANYHOW, WENT SENTOSA WITH LIMKARMUN TODAY. TAN WHAT SHIT LA. WE PAY $3 TO GET INTO SENTOSA JUST TO GET DRENCH NOT BY SEA WATER BUT RAIN DROPS. LIKE WTF!! BUT IT WAS DAMN FUNNY. HEADED TO TOWN TO EAT AND SHOP FOR LIMKARMUN'S PRESENT. AND WE BOTH CONCLUDED THAT OUR NEW SHOPPING PLACE WILL BE BUGIS VILLAGE. YES YES. NICE AND CHEAP. =))

HELLO SHUWEN IS HERE TO BLOG FOR NICOLE! HAHHA,

i am invading your blog. and i think your blog is closed down by someone!
HOW CAN IT AUTOMATIC CLOSED DOWN ONE!

Nicole Christine Au
Eleven December 1987
Hongkonger